yeah, summer's ending.
i hate my life.
5 days until school.
there's the end of my freedom.
of long nights,
sleeping in,
riding my horse early in the morning,
night swimming,
multiple day sleepovers with my friend.

yeah, this sucks...big timeee.

deviantart is a wonderful site and all, but some times when i see other people's art that is in the same category as my art, i can get extremely depressed. because usually their photography is so much better then mine, cuz they get to go places and they have the opportunity to go places other than in the USA. ALSO, they don't live in boring NJ. NOTHING is exciting in NJ...and it's not as pretty as Africa or a Greek island. plus, im trying to enter a photo contest, and the people who enter things have the most gorgeous photos in the world, and here i am with my freaking NJ photos...nothing is pretty here, and i feel like i have no chance at winning or even making it to the final whatever amount of people. so i'm in a DEEP depression, and don't know if i wanna enter into this contest or not...i guess i have nothing to lose and could be surprised at what happens, but i don't wanna get my hopes up...
this sucks.

deviantart is a wonderful site and all, but some times when i see other people's art that is in the same category as my art, i can get extremely depressed. because usually their photography is so much better then mine, cuz they get to go places and they have the opportunity to go places other than in the USA. ALSO, they don't live in boring NJ. NOTHING is exciting in NJ...and it's not as pretty as Africa or a Greek island. plus, im trying to enter a photo contest, and the people who enter things have the most gorgeous photos in the world, and here i am with my freaking NJ photos...nothing is pretty here, and i feel like i have no chance at winning or even making it to the final whatever amount of people. so i'm in a DEEP depression, and don't know if i wanna enter into this contest or not...i guess i have nothing to lose and could be surprised at what happens, but i don't wanna get my hopes up...
this sucks.

the middle of summer.
i finally have a break in traveling and going places.
and my friend is coming back from being away for a very long time.
working at my job is boring and tiring.
and i want some sun cuz it's been raining alottt.
my horses are sick.
my cat isn't doing so hot.
and the thought of school makes me sick.
that's sum sum '09 for ya.

yayayayayayayayayyyyyy
michigan.
in less than 24 hours.
about 20 hours maybe.
insanenessss.
it's gonna be awesome.
not gonna lie.
hahaha, i love going there.
it's so much fun.
crazaaayyyyy.


i feel like i just wrote a hiaku or something...